pondering my husband

I think I wrote a song - well, lyrics anyway. We'll see if my brilliant songwriter friend can do anything with it, musically. Here it is in its rough form...

I want to be alone so I tell you to go

then pout that you dared leave my side

don't expect you to know the right thing to do

couldn't tell you what that is if I tried

so just be

please be

loving me

they say, he knows me better than I know myself

well I don't even know what that means

I'm a lot more complex than some book on a shelf

my mind aint yours to read

so just be

please be

loving me

sometimes its overwhelming, being me

like I'm too much yet never enough

want to fade into invisibility

but I cant and that pisses me off

but you, love

you just be

please be

loving me

I just need you to be

please be

loving me